||[Oct. 16th, 2005|09:49 pm]
So ... I've tried. Over the summer I thought I'd be able to keep this going, and it didn't work, but I kept assuming that I'd be back. At this point, I'm just finding it incredibly difficult to write. I've abandoned projects every which way, and as much as I really want to pick up where I left off, there are too many things that I know I can't finish, and I don't want to become the type of person who ditches everything she starts. Ideom has been something of a failure for me, so I don't think it will ever really start up again. I haven't given up on myself completely, and once things settle back to normal I hope to make a fresh start. For anyone who's still interested in what I do, I'll let you know if/when I create a new journal. For now, though, I'm gone. A wonderful October to all.